how many year have i been absent from tis blog??? wahaha i am back!!!!!!

actually..... i jus wanna voice out my pain.....

a ger in my life... she say she mentally stress wit me always looking at ger all tis.. .but come on.. how can it be compare to someone who have cheated on my for 2 time??? and up to now.. the problem is still not solve!!! and she tin she a saint... omg!!!!!! yes i know u a proud person... but comeon.. spare a tot for me.....

all the while the 'wrong' u say i did to u... it dont even harm our relationship!!!!! cas i know wat i doing... every person know i attached all tis... and u????????? and wat???? u very mentally stress???? stop bullshitting me......

wat u doing now is hurting me and our relationship....... u blame me for looking at tis particular ger... should i blame u for always looking at wu zun or beckham???????? y ? they got huge dick??? it the same person!!! i angry is cas of all tis shit... u still so fucking childish.....

i always believe in giving and opening my mind.. if the problem is not servere.... i let it go..... i wont hurt the relationship cas of one trival matter..... u?!?!?!!?!? u keep blowing up tin out of nothing!!!!!!! i seriously dont know wat i can do to make u mature..... really..... mentally stres????? ii hope the whole not laughing at u.... u always say bad tin behind my bad... did i ever do so?!?!?!!? i dare say no....

yoz!!! hmm... nothing much to write lor.. tis few day nothing much happen... well.. getting to know my collegues better lor... alway tot lor to pass time lor... ya today jus have a long chat wit one of them... peiwoon.. she a malaysian.. we tot abt her hometown... hehe

ya!! and other collegue.. regina... was telling us her plan to become slimer.. she plan to buy dont know wat 'extrim' to rub on her arm and cover it wit those erm... 'keep food fresh kind of plastic sheet' WTF??? if she really do it.. her whole arm will be so stiff!! haha wonder how she serve customers... she be like a penguin!! :P so funny... haiz.. too bad tomo my last day.. i be posted out liao.. jus when i was getting gum wit them... :(

today jus saw zesi... oh manz.. she change a lot sia!! cant even regonize her!!! she saw me and come in op and tot a bit to me lor... frenly!! :D ya!!! before i go work.. i meet shuling to get my $32 dollar pay for distributing leaflet... she was working at the taka food fest... selling fruit juice.. so fun!!!! i also wanna work!!! got pretty NUS GERS sia!!!!!!!! :P

after writing tis.... i tin i will be sleeping le... for 36 hour.. i only sleep for 3 hour and 45 min.. diao.. i dying now from lack of sleep.. haha

wake up at 10 am.. bloody hell!! so many pple call me or sms me... aiyo.. wan to sleep also cannot... den slack around at home lor... 2 pm start work mah.. ya... got meet bennie!! but nv got to eat wit her.. only meet her for a light chat only... i break too early le... damn it... also see fanghui... the second time i see her in town within a week...(got fate????) also see kenneth.. he work as a citibank promoter at ps.. so qiao!! got kaki to slack le..

after work hor... i meet natalie and ailin.. we going centro and lola!!! jared cant meet us le cas he sick.. god bless him.. well centro dissapointed us manz.... damn tat place.. no wonder it closing down.. haah well the management suck lor.. i give them the lola invites and they nv tell us tat we not suppose to enter thru tat entrance!! in the end.. we cant go in to lola cas the invitee entry timing over le... FUCK!!!

anyway centro super sian... went outside to discuss where we going.. den sudden i realise tat kristine was going to MU alone... wtf????? after lotsa debating wit ah red.. i decided to go to MU cas jiehan going too jus to sign me in free... hehe :P anyway.. kristine was making us so worry lor... a ger alone in a disco.. ??????

reaching there... ailin sudden sick!!!! wat 'level blood' illness??? watever... rush to buy sweets for her cas she ask for it.. it might save her.. haha!! anyway.. there happen to have a NUS event.. wow.. saw lot of my army frens there sia!! so happy to see them.. jiehan come le den we go in as ailin is also better le... den he go find kristine.. haiz.. really.. she was alone... wtf????? kanna scold by me.. and many other pple.. or bi good!!! haha

saw lotsa other frens inside... i should say.. they saw me.. :P at least five person!!! sia lar.. MU so pop meh? around 4 am.. go eat... beside somerset mrt station... new hawker centre sia!!! chat abit.. den the three ger go home.. i and jie han wait for 1st train home.. save money... haiz.. very broke.. while waiting for train.. sleep for 45 min... reach home sleep for 3 hour... den i go work... den after work.. go home.. and here i am writing tis...

well well well... today jus start my work at OP store... at PS.. thank CALINE for giving the morning call!!! keke... actually today is jus for training lar... nothing much to do.. after 1 week might be posted to other outlet le... wat can i say neh?? hmm.. quite sian.. cas no customer... everyday is like tat.. well almost.. hehe!! my in-charge tell me lor... so long nv work le.. feel quite tired standing sia... have to get use to it..

hmm.. i tot i will be quite 'steady' approaching customer.. aiyo.. slack so long in army hor.. it feel like i really forget how to serve liao... must try to recall liao.. arbo how to survive!!! the staff there also not so bad.. quite frenly.. keep pushing to serve customer so as to recover my communication skill. haha!!! tomo have to work afternoon shift.. in-charge say cannot change to morning shift.. :( have to go centro straight after work.. sian!!!! anyway.. might be meeting Bennie for lunch or dinner tomo... hehe she work nearby PS... got kaki sia!!!! :P

have a bz day sia.... go interview... and i GOT the job.. haha so easy!!!! :) tell u all the whole tin... reach raffle place... den go to the OP shop... i saw lotsa pple filling up the interview form outside the shop!!!! haiz.. i tot gone case liao... anyway.. i try lor.. the manager see me also like bore sia.. like too many pple interview liao and he too tired... haha

after waiting for 30 min... the manager call me in.... chat abit... den he say wa!! u work in polo ralph b4 ar??? den he keep toting abt polo... den he say i got lotsa sale experience... ????? anyway it true.. haha!!! :P he ask me when i can start work... i was like.. wa!!!! i so fast kanna the job??? den the other pple who come for interview??? i so lucky... hehe my experience help.. keke

after interview i go for a haircut... it cut by a trainee... cas i got a coupon to cut by trainee for free... jean yip at united square... aiyo.. nv will i go again... she cut it very short.. haiz... and cut till her 'teacher' need to redo my hair again... SOB!!! MY HAIR!!!!!!! but.. well.. overall it not too bad... appluse for the hairdresser who overcome her fear to cut my hair.. she look very nervous... very scare.. hehe

after tat.... i go orchard meet jared... chit chat again wit him.. hehe den i meet xiuling lor.... go to attend some tot wit her... tis how i spend my day...

jus reach home sia... wow.. the whole damn day was walking manz... my leg is giving way le... :( meet jared at 1:15 pm go to esplanade libary.. and to our horror... the libary there dont have story book!! there only have vcd.. tape and book on how to play musical instrument and those 'art' book.. kao.. waste trip.. nvm... den was walking wit jared from there to fullerton hotel to city link to everywhere near there.. tired sia.... but .. alway have a nice chat while wit him.. we both alway have lotsa tin to tot abt.. it was nv a boring day wit ME around.. wahahaha : )

around 5 plus.. i left jared and meet sijia... walk walk go shopping wit her... can imagine how my leg feel... OUCH!!! tot she wanan buy tin.. but she forget her payday haven come.. !!!!!!!! so it was actually a window shopping.. haiz.. damn we go play billard.. damn it... last time i teach her how to play it.. now she way better den me.. imagine a ger who very good at billard?!?!?! i lose to her so malu sia!!!! nvm.. note tis.. i am her SHIFU!!!!!! i must be proud of her.. hehe

9 plus den i was actually going to hmv to collect some invites to LOLA.. but damn it.. tat person in charge go home le..... so too bad.. jared.. cant help u collect.. u go collect yrself.. haha :P den i go home.. shag sia!!!!!

go to libary and borrow three book after returning three book.. read quite a few novel tis few week... back to my old old interest liao.. hehe but nobody ever believe tat i like to read books.. kao... nvm... seeing is believing... now u all know liao!!! :P

meeting sijia tomo.. accompany her go shopping... maybe can tell her to buy sometin for me.. wahahahah!!!!!!!! :p i wan a lv wallet.. gucci shirt.. blah blah.... wahaha *dreaming* u tin she will buy meh!!! keke :D

Hoobastank - 'The reason'
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

nice????? get to know tis song thru pamela... go see her blog and wow.. i love love her blog song!!! so immed ask her who the hell is the singer and the title... serious.. it one of the nicest song i ever heard... *thank PAM!!!!!!

wake up at 10 am today... nv go blade le.. kristine got sometin urgent on.. tot i can sleep more... but NO!!! my dad wake me up jio me go eat breakfast wit duan's parent... sia lar... quite tired.. but can see a pretty ger.. force myself wake up lor... hehe(dont big head huh duan??)

go there le.. duan not going cas she got work.... i forget sia... nvm anyway.. get to eat good food... we eat at chinatown 'yum cha'... damn fulling.... tot wit duan'parent lor... hehe so long no see them le... yup my sis and her husband got go too.. like a family gathering sia... simple yet fulfilling lifestyle... :D

now is 435 am in the morning jus reach home... shag sia... jus now go to orchard meet kristine and red and jiehan.. den we go chalet... help celebrate a guy bday.. basically.. haha dont even know who the bday boy is.. cas not our fren mah... it jiehan fren.. so bad we all.. but who care... hehe

after chalet.. they all keep pestering me go music underground... hmm... go lor... den reach there quarrel wit someone again(yet again?) it over le... now we on good term again... hehe jus now actually quite fun!!! quite wild sia me..(getting younger??) in between natalie keep calling me asking me where her clubbing place is.. hmm.. nat... sorry i cant be of any help.. cas the time u call i was quarreling wit someone... so like no mmod listening to anytin.. i say sorry to u if u ever see tis... SORRY!!! :P was actually quite surprise tat natalie actually sms me telling me u reach home le!!! i was like.. so proud of natalie... hehe :D

later 830am have to wake up go blading... at east coast wit kristine and red again.. SHAG!!! tat all for now... me go sleep le... tata :)

yoz!!! change my template... nice??? many pplw say tat wat i change look very girly.. actually i also tin so... but well.. tis the easiest template to edit.... and i not a html expert... so.. aiya!!! my blog yr blog??? i like tis template cannot meh!!! hehe

sudden feel like bloging full time again... so.. everybody... i will record watever tin tat happen to me... so everyone... duo duo support ok? thank!!! tata!!!

today jus go to blade wit kris, ah red and huiwei.. hmm... for the past few weekend.. i was having a healthy lifestyle manz!! sia lar!!! have done canoeing and cycling... now is blading!!! long time no play le... quite fun actually.. i still have lost touch.. still quite good.. wwahahaha anyway.. was holding kristine all the while.. (eating her toufu) wahaha!!! she dont know how to blade mah... so teach her and hold her to prevent her falling lor.. laughing all the way.. very fun!! after tis huiwei got learn car.. den i and the two ger go parkway eat and play pool.. was wondering how good they r at pool.. wahaha I WIN THEM HAND DOWN!!! ah red was cursing the cue so tat i lost.. so funny!!! but tat round i lost... is the curse working?!?!?!?!?!

well... after huiwei finish his learning and meet us.. den i follow kris home lor... she dont know wat bus to take... kaoz... we talk so long den she say ya hor!! my bus nv stop at tis busstop!!! nvm... understandable.. she cant bear to stop chating wit me.. haha!!! well.. was late for my meeting wit my mum to buy her hp... envy her.... i still using 6510... she using colour phone.. same as my dad.. sob....

after watching the 'very daring' at zouk... we can stay there.. but ah red they all dont wan... they all wanan go music underground... hmm.. nv go b4.. also not a very bad idea.. hehe.. anyway did i mention tat zouk was giving away free drink the whole event?? bloody hell dont get to drink even one shot!!! i dont know!!!! fuck!!!!

i say bye to natalie... and Ailin(a very very very nice ger... a muack for her!! hehe) sob... sob.... den off i go to MU!!! but hor.. i tin... hmm... cant really say i like lor... the crowd.. the music... i tin i grow out of it le.... ya... very old sch type of crowd.. haha BENGS AND LIANS!!!! and TECHNO!!! use to like lor.. but... y huh?? haiz.... (forever young.. i wan to be.. forever young..) anyway.. i also got jio jason... was suppost to meet me go zouk.. but he alway last min dont know wat tin happen lar... so met in MU Lor.. around 12 plus... guess wat.. i saw two diff fren... one from ite day and one from sec sch...but i was in a rush so did not relly chat wit them.. :( and hor. i flare my temper at ah red.. jus wanna say sorry to her wo... hope i did not scare them and the rest of the ger wo... SORRY!!! :P dance till 330 am den took a night rider home.. wanna save money.. wahahaha!!

1st dare... mix a blender full of (cirket)grasshopper wit jonnie walker.. WTF!!!! the insects was alive and kicking and struggling to get out of the bloody blender den they press the start button... they r gone in 1 sec... kao!!! so cruel lor... so sad for the insect... must complain to the SPCA or watever... haha jared pass tis dare.. cas he finish drinking tat cup of disgusting stuff within top 10??? ya.. and he say it taste like cereal... OMG.... anyway i miss tis part... cas i late... tis was taken from the mouth of ah red... :)

2nd dare... heads to be submerged in the water full of fish heads and other unknown dirty stuffs!!!!! i dont know wat was it and i dont wanna know... YUCK! have to see who can hold thier breathe longer.... jared pass tis again... he was in top 6????

3rd dare... dare to transfer a bowl full of raw squids to other plate??? tis sound ez but well... wat i can say is.. the water tat keep the squids is dirty and i personnally feel tat it stink.... *vomit* jared fail tis time round thou.... due to some glitch from the judge.. DAMN HIM!!! anyway.. well done LCP JARED MENG!!!

4th dare... dare to eat cow's brain, cow's tongue and worm????? wow.. tis the longest dare in term of timing... three of them was struggling to finish off *vomit* those stuff... bless the cows.. haiz...

5th dare... FINAL!!!! it was a silly crazy S O C... hammer hang from their stomach and have to use it to hit a brick across the finish line.. burst a ballon.. drink a shot of jonnie walker and hit the gong... U BE 1000 dollar richer plus a free membership zouk!!!! a malay(i tin he malay???) win tis 'very daring'... RESPECTED him for tis cas for a thousand dollar... he have to go thru so much... wahahahaha!!!!!

yoz manz.... now i shall tot abt the 'VERY DARING" event at zouk.. damn farking funny and disgusting sia... i get to go in cas of my fren JARED... a guy who alway claim he so stylo and well loved by everyone.. I F HIM!!! :P well he joining the contest and he give me invites passes to go 'support' him... ok!! i jio my fren along too lor..

before tis event.. i was at a ktv at princsep road... wit ah red, jaslyn and kristine... and not forget joachim.. their fren.. quite nice guy thou... sing for abt 4 and a 1/2 hour??? each person 10 buck... ah red got coupon... hehe sing till i drop manz... after tis walk to PS for our dinner.. we have jap food.. PS>>> fast-food style of jap food... u tin we so rich eat restuarant?!?!?!

after dinner they all buy bisket dont for wat??? anyway reach zouk at 9.20 pm... den i saw JARED manz!! the self-claim superstar of the event manz... wahahahaha sia lar!!!! he style his hair to erm.... dont know how to describe it... quite nice thou... wan to know more abt his hair?? ask him.. he will happily tell u abt his hair.. hahaha :P ah red suggest we go in first... hmm.. i cant cas i waiting for other frens... anyway... kristine did not bring her bloody IC... she lost it.. walau sia!!!!! cause us so much problem manz!!!! she almost cant get in manz.. den she use ah red IC.... the bouncer got suspect abit... but in the end bouncer see her pretty den let her in?!?!??! hahaha

in the meanwhile was waiting for my fren... call me and told me she be late.. might not make it in time... i was like so angry and almost exploded wit anger!!! but i feel tat i control it quite well.. did not really scold her.. i cant bear to... hehe sorry anyway.. NATALIE>>> btw she reach at 10.05pm... event start liao...

ya.. back to the part after i left them and i go to zouk... well.. was there a bit early as my fren still at devil bar!! it ok i go in first and check the place out first... damm pack sia zouk!!! after a while i cant tahan liao so i go out take a breather... den soon she call me le... she reach le!!! so glad to see her... haha seeing her alway brighten up my day manz... she was wit a ger.. i was wondering wheere the guy she say also coming was... she say he not coming le.. oic... anyway.. she was wearing a white tube.. damn bloody hot-ster!!! :) when inside... we go to phuture.. cas she like hip hop.. hmm.. i dont really like lor... but aiya.. it ok lar... i dont mind... she liek can le.. :D

phuture ar... now alot of malay sia.. most wearing the same cap 'von dutch' brand.. aiyo... liek attending some gathering sia!! all same kind ia!! lame fashion... ya.. also very pack.. den i was behind her... kao.. she also hold me hand..... cas she know i cant see in the dark too.. ya.. tis the moment!! how i wish time stop by now... it very... u know? the feeling very very hard to discribe... i love tis feeling... :D den we dance til it close.. after tat i suggest we go to sha alam eat prata.. sit there till 4 plus den i fetch them home.... two diff ger taking care of me tat day... i feel so fortunate and honoured!! beside tis two ger.. thank to other gers fren of mine for the same treatment to me in the dark!! u were all very great!!!! i love u all!!!

backo!!! bloody hell... quite bz to write my tin tis few day... alway go out... finance-wise.. i am damm broke le... :( okok.. let continous wit my farking story!! haah!! :P

hmm last time i stop at the vivian episode huh? now eh... wait!! i realise hor... my life revolt around fren ger and clubbing i realise... wtf?? aiya.. sometime dont really know wat to write sia... all r too minor to even rem it.. haiz... okok... dont quite rem wat happen to me tis few week.. i write abt the most recent tin tat happen..

got to know tis ger call red.. she is my buddy gf lor... they r... alway got tin happen between them but they alway overcome it... recently also getting to be quite close wit red.. den she alway suggest letting me meet her frens...allowing me to have more option.. haha hmm the first ger i know from her... wow.. she a very very sweet ger... very pretty... wat i was trying to say is.. she my type lor.. haha but her inner character i still have to find out wat she like.. she ar... can say also a bit shy lor... but i know she was trying very hard to break the bloody ice between us.. haha and tat red was also lending a hand.. got tot lor.. but not too much.. i realise i alway have nothing to tot to the ger i like... y?!?!?! we decide to go to mohd sultan to club... new room bar...

when we got off the bus.. as red was settling some tin on the phone so i and tat ger behind her.. den when we abt to cross the road... she hold my hand! i was like huh? the car was still so far away and y u like so scare sia??? well... so actually she have phobia crossing the road lor.. hmm... ok take care of her lor.. help her look out for car lor.. inside the club.. kaoz... i was almost kanan caught for drinking ger's drink.. they got cam sia!! so high tech manz! lucky but tat time i have order a drink le... phey.. so we have excuses like 'if i drink ger's drink den for wat i buy a drink myself?!?!!?' anyway... inside...u can see how they two terrorise me manz!!! i cant see well in the dark mah.. den they keep disturbing me... so sad...:( well.. when they decide to go to other place.. and me going to zouk to catch up wit my other fren... but i was stuck in there!!!! too dark... lucky tat ger come to my rescue... she guide me out of the damn dark club... wow.. the feeling of being taken care of is so great.... i like her liao...

ya continous my outing wit vivian..... rem i say tat we going to meet again two week later from tat time? ya... we really got meet up.. ahaha

we meet at orchard lor... i rem she told hui wei tat she be bringing a fren along.. well... we agree to meet outside heereen... and hui wei was using my hp to call her... den after a while hui wei wan to go toliet so i wait for her lor... and hor outside there a roadshow for levis jean and the mc is JEAN DANKER!!! she quite chio sia!!! after a while vivian call me le... den huiwei come out le and walk to cuppage centre and go to sunlight ktv lor... again.. at the ktv room inside... during a certain time... when they sing.. i was also singing.. and they started to laugh non stop.. y??? cas i sing ger song!! cannot meh??? guy cannot sing ger song meh??? maybe i sound funny lor.. but... ok mah.. singing only mah... u tin wat? sg idol ar?!?!?!?!

after ktv we go marina south eat bbq lor... vivan and her fren suggest one... ya.. too bad i dont like meat very much... den they say nvm lor. .go other place eat lor.. but aiya.. i anything one lar... i eat vege lor... wa.. actually eating bbq steamboat wit fren is actually quite fun.. we all joke here and there manz.. vivian complaining abt how i love to eat toufu.. dirtying the soup full of vege and all kind of cock lar.. haha so fun.. well.. after eating.. we go home lor... day alway end so fast when i having fun...

hmm.... well.. dont really rem when i go out wit tis ger call vivian.... but let start from the first time i meet her lor...

i rem erm.. i go meet hui wei first... den after he off work.. we go meet her.. actually is his fren lar. .jus tat he tell me to go too lor.. ok lor.... i go lor... actually in frenster i also got add her.. so moer or less she know who am i lor...

around 5 30... we meet up le... the moment she saw me hor.. she was like.. haiz.. alway laughing at the sight at me... haiz.. y neh???? i tin i look too cute lor... haha den i ask her.. know who am i.. she say yes.. and laugh again.. pengz* after tat i realise she jus excited when she saw me lar.. haha

den we go eat kfc lor.. and talk lor.. ya vivian and huiwei long ago discuss to go ktv pub le.. so i was like.. orh.. like tat ar... ya we going to the pub at tanjong pagar.. it call 'las vegas'... intially going to congress.. but like no pple like tat and quite small.. so go las vegas lor.. both i also got go b4 le.. .jus tat i alway prefer las vegas cas it x2 bigger den congress and the waitress is more.. ehem... PRETTY!

we settle down and sing lor... order one jug beer and i dont knwo she drink wat... and she alway sing elva's song.. den sudden i realise she was 17 only... sg drinking limit is 18 and above right? haha den i ask her y she drink? she was like HUH??? haha her expression quite cute.. haha it ok lar. i wont pao toe one...

after it we go home le.. we even promise tat two week from tat day we meet up again to go ktv sing!! yeah!!!!! send her home.. she live only 5 min walk away from me.. haha

hmm...... dont really have anything tat worth mentioning sia..... life have been quite boring for me manz... ya... except tat i have to do a lot of duty in army cas my mate having having course... and left me alone only... but .. ta han lor.. cas after he come back.. hehe i be clearing leave all the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya.. rem going to gina bday party... wow at erm...sembanwang there.. so far away... actually was going wit raymond... but.. he got last min duty.. so i have to go alone... wow i was so out of place there manz.. all her fren i dont know one... and i alone there eating and walking around... except for the occassional time tat she come and tot to me before going off to entertain other fren liao... sob...

well after the cake cutting session... i got to rush to chinatown for my ktv session liao... at 'lucky chinatown'.. well wit k-ster on the top floor.. and k-box below it... they r obviously fighting each other for business.. anyway we go k-box.. and it suck!!!!!! but very cheap.. special prmotion mah.. den i also win one free jug of beer..cas i enter the contest lor.. as usual.. i alway win.. sian.. waahaha i tin tis the 10 plus jug(maybe more??) tat i ever won whenever there is such contest.. SIAN AR!!!! whahaha

?!?!?!!?!? i forget one tin sia... after i meet caline.. did i meet bennie?!?!! nvm... anyway.. during tat period.. i also got meet bennie.. her birthday mah... actually i meet her one week before her actual bday date.. cas i assume during tat date. she wont have time for me one lor... wahaha!!!

tat day ar... i rem meeting her at PS... den i and her slowly walk to the nearby parklane to have our dinner... at the restuarant TAO'S... tell u all a secret... i alway bring birthday ger to TAO'S... haha cas i love the food there manz!!!! and the waitress wa all very pretty!!! and i get to celebrate the ger bday!! it killing 3 three birds wit one stone manz!! wahahahahha

well.. i bought her a necklace which i put in my self design box... i tin it very nice lor... (BHB) haha ya.. once again.. i enjoy the dinner... hehe.. chatting over dinner wit bennie... wish tat time wont pass so fast...... TIME UP!! we got to be seperate.. haha well other guy was picking her up.. and me?? i was on my way to meet walter ody and huibing for our regular ktv session...

hmm.. where shall i start neh?? hmm.. i tin i start from the time i meet a ger call caline... wow.. she ar.. was working at jurong ar!!! i live hougang manz!!!

nvm.. meet her lor.. cas i got one tin to buy from her.. she was working as some erm.. facial cream promoter.. aiya.. support her lor... den in the meanwhile can see her.. ya.. i nv meet her b4.. she was my net fren for around 2 year le... i also dont know how i got to know her... we alway like .. when we see each other online.. we can chat non stop lor.. can click sia!!! well.. finally got excuses to meet her le... hehe...

when i reach there.. i was walking around in watson hoping to see her... but there was tis ger who i assume was caline.. but not cfm... aiyo... imagine i go up to her and she not the one i looking for?!?!?! so malu... so i go outside and call her lor.... but she no ans... den she call me but disengage it b4 i can even tot!! after many more 'i call u but no ans and u call me but put down' incident.. i decide ti go in watson and check her out again...

alas... tis time round... i cant even locate her!! tat ger i assume was caline was not even in watson.. pengz*.. i walk out again.. ater walking for abt 20 steps.. i sense tat there was somebody following me... i look back.. and GOSH!!!! there she was.. caline ar.. very scary u know??? anyway.. after a brief introing and explaining.. there i was... buying the facial cream le.. in the meanwhile... we both chat a bit lor... well.. it was wonderful manz... it not a waste trip! it only strengthen our relationship..wahaha

wow!!! it being a long time since i write my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even the blogging site have change it background foramt!!! aiyo... i tot i was in the wrong site sia... so glad to be back.... it mean tat i got my com back le!!! yeah!! bloody hell.. shitty com i have manz... alway die on me... hmm... like tat how... i tin i shall recall wat happen the past one month ago and post it up... since i have GOT MY COM BACK.. wahaha so free. and was clearing army leave manz... ORD LOH!!!!

hmm.... jus got a news tat my face appear on teen mag.... my frens and cousins sms or call to imform me.. when i first hear of it... i was like... HUH??? u sure i was on the mag?!?!?! so to comfirm... i go and buy the mag... at first.. i flip and flip the page.. but stll cant see the pic.. jus when i was abt to start feeling relief.. I SAW MY PIC!!!!! oh shit!!! it was taken wit my ex gf... i immed call her up and ask her wat the hell lor.. y put it up.. she say it for fun and the pic was very nice... haiz.. the harm have been done. .wat to do... but.. not too bad... at least i appear on the mag like some other idol.. haha : P

hmm... yester morning got back my hp witout any hitch... haha my CO just pass it to a person and ask him to return it to me... wat happen???? i cant believe lor... anyway.. the hp back wit me le.. i dont care le..

later in the evening... jason ask me whether wanna go play pool wit hi and his frens.. well.. i have nothing to do.. so follow him lor... he told me got three gers going... WOW!!! but so wat.. i also wont tot to them... i too shy to start a conversation...

we meet them at herren... and.... WWWOOOOOWWWW!!!!! i was dumbfounded.. all r so pretty... die lar... all the more i wont dare to tot to them... well.. jason intro me to them.. and i jus say a simple hi.....

from herren we walk to parklane for the pool session... and as usual... i end up the winner.. wahaha!but got one special round.. i purposely let a ger win... y? well.. she quite a nice ger.. knowing tat i very shy.. she try to break the ice between us.. good! and she keep complaining tat i nv give her any good chance to put the ball in... okok... i let her win!!! and she say i purposely let her win.. haha she lose also cannot.. win also cannot?!?!?! anyway.. she a ger tat left the most last impression on me.... very sweet and cute looking... conclusion... she the type of ger i was looking for.. haha aiya.. dont know how to start lay... sian.... anyway.. she tell me to add her frenster le.. :P btw did i mention tat she live near hougang?

den the rest of the ger? one is a crapper.. ya.. she was toting non stop regarding everytin abt her.. haha very funny ger too.. i am her 'bro' liao... she call me her bro... huh???? den one more... very mature looking... and she look like my fren... she also very talkative... her name is ting ting if i not wrong... living in hougang too!!!

after the pool session... we decided to go for ktv... before it we go for supper... and the ger which i admire was not going cas i tin she have to wake up early the next day... : ( at the ktv.. well my singing suck tat day manz... dont know y.. alway out of tune.. no form... but.. one tin for sure.. k-box is getting worse and worse... serious.. the sound system.. the remote control... the space of the room... the price rate.. the sixe of the tv... all is worse den sunlight's group of ktv!! agree?!?!

anyway.. the gers treat us manz!!! wow.. haven even say thank to them.. opps!!! well.. i and jason as usual... go back to out camp..

haiz.. second day witout my hp... so miserable... anyway.. i have aready make appointment wit wei ge le... well.. he give me a surprise... kelly going too!!! well.. intially i dont wan to go cas like extra manz.. but he say i not steady... so.. well.. no choice...

i and wei ge go bugis first... go find jason at his shop lor.. den wei ge buy 2 t shirt from him at a discount price... as usual... haha after tat we go to orchard to meet kelly... god.. she driving to town sia! on weekend?!?!?! haha bless her... but anyway her driving skill quite good.. although need a few more practise.. haha

well.. at first.. i tot is kelly who wanan shop at orchard.. who know it was WEI GE who do the shopping!!!! he buy a pair of nike old school type of shoe and a pure milk sling bag.. for wat?!?!?! nvm him... i also wanan buy.. but too bad.. tis month very tight... no money... haiz...

after shopping we eat pizza hut.. aiyo.. damn full lor... in the end still have to ask kelly to finish up the last piece of erm.. gralic bread??? but she reject my kind offer... haha she say she wanna explode le... so kua zhang..

after tat... kelly drive us to puggol park... u all know?? there a cafe there!!! it call 'bliss'... well.. astmospere not bad... forget to add tat wei ge fren also there... so we sit together lor... den we arder beer... such a nice place witout beer is a bit of waste manz... hehe anyway we sit a while toting cock den we gtg le... and kelly drive us back lor.... it back to camp tomo and getting my belove hp back from my bloody CO!!!!!

bullshit!!!!!!!! my hp kanan confiscated.... IN CAMP!!!!!! kaoz!!!! by my CO... wa lau eh... if i in sec sch.. i dont mind lor... but.. in army?!?!?!?!?! i tot army is trying us to be ADULT?????? and y they doing tin tat make us look like child?!?!??!

well.. tis morning i was having in camp running.... halfway thru the run.. my hp vibrated.... so i stop a while and take a look who send me morning greeting... who know i haven even started to unlock my keypad.... my CO shouted from behind and confiscate it.. i was in a state of shock sia.. i dont know wat to do... haha but in the end i was angry lo.. cas i need hp for my work in camp lor... who know it regarding work???? i have planned to see him after the run.. but everyone knowing my temper against unreasonable pple.. they stop me from seeing him.. they tell me to cool down first... get from him on mon.. haiz.. so bear wit it lor...

u know? i nv know life witout hp is so jia luck ar.. i not use to it manz.. suddenly.. my life feel so empty... haiz.. it beginning to be part of my life le... wish me luck on mon... i really need my hp back ar!!!!! because of it... i cant go to meet a fren.... cas i forget her num... it all in my phonebook... cant contact her... sob.... damn my CO!!!

tomo should be going to bugis to accopany hui wei to buy tin... hope i wont be tempted to buy too.. i have a soft spot for shopping.... and hopefully we end up finishing our game... wat game??? it is to see who got to know 5 ger on the street first and get their num!! haha we alway say but nv fullfill it... how manz???? can anyone give us courage?!?!?! haha :P

hmm... today in camp dont know wat happen.... my head of dept... which is my boss lar.. aiyo he ar.. dont know wat happen... he vent his anger on us!! he tekan us sia!!!! he plan our daily program manz.... from wat time to wat time.. must do tis and tat... omg... very shag ar.. cas i no time nv kanna tis kind of tin le.. i been slacking for too long le.. arg!!!

my dept mate ar.. haiz.. too bad for them.. they still have a long time in camp... while i going to leave them le... so i jus tahan lo...

aiyo... tis week i like almost every day clubbing sia... yester i was at chinablack.... although i would prefer music underground cas i nv go b4... but again.. majority win... so i cant go to MU... go chinablack lor... but... hehe also not bad lar... music can improve...

i wa wit jason..(again?!?!?!) and his group of ger frens... quite frenly lar they all... and one of the ger say i was cute???? haha so funny sia... inside chinablack.. guess wat? the ger who say i was cute sudden follow wat those few dancer on the podium was doing.. she was dirty dancing to me!!!! she was dancing close to me. hand all over my body... her body against my body... wow... u know?? those feeling.... song ar!!! but to be frank... i was a bit uncomfortable intially.. cas... i a shy guy mah... :P but after a while.. i dance along wit her lor.. hehehehe...

again we stay till it close and it was back to camp for me and jason again....

yesterday... guess where am i???!?!? i was at zouk!!!!!! for the mambo night... yeah!!! actually i nv even tin of going there... but it jus happen tat i was to get a free vip entry to zouk.. so.. y not.. all thank to one of my campmate... he was a vip member wit zouk.. so.. every now and then.. we get free entry..

but then... actually tat day we r suppose to go watch tat vip perform breakdance in zouk... but.. i and 4 other frens including jason cant resist the temptation of... ehem... CLUBBING!!!! so sorry.. vip... : P

inside zouk... u see the forever nv change dance move... hand sign.. finger pointing here and there... well.... retro mah... and the trademark of zouk.. swoose!!!!! and u see dry ice blowing down... and pple screaming wildly... and lotsa BABES!!!! yeah!!!

after a while jason gtg to dbl o liao.. so he meet us again in zouk if time permitted... got one time... a group of ang moh was dancing wit us.. and after a while we seem to get along well wit them... den one of my fren told a ang moh tat he was interest in a babe... and guess what???? tat ang moh direct my fren to tat ger and ask if they could dance together!!!!! omg... tat is very typical of them... they very daring.. anyway.. my fren in the end also dance wit them.. but when he want to get tat ger num... haizz... tat ger reject him... so sad... :(

well.. we stay till 0245 am and we took a cab to ... camp.. and in the meanwhile tell jason to meet us at the gate...

yoz guys out there!!! tis my first.. erm... BLOG???? ya!! i am 'BLOGGING'!!!! haha! hmm.. dont know wat to write sia... can i write abt wat happen not not ago???? can lar... pls lar.. let me write lar.. : P

ok.. well... on 010304... my campmate cum bunkmate... jason... he ask me to follow him to go out wit a ger name call 'huijuan'... well tis ger ar.. i got see her one time before... but erm.. first impression of her... AH-LIAN! but.. nvm.. i can mix wit any type of personnality... erm.. we book out from camp around 9 pm as we meet her around 10 pm... upon meeting up.. we end up asking each other where should we go!!! omg!! so nobody plan beforehand...

after a while... i and jason suggest going to J J PUB inside meridien hotel... i tell u all ar... tis pub ar.. hmm quite cosy... i been there before... and tis the pub which i can really relax... we were there singing, drinking, talking... but after a while.. tat huijuan become sian le... haiz... jason decided to change place lor... but guess wat???? huijuan suggest going to SPARKS!!!! omg... LIAN AR!!!! ok lar... i admit... i was a regular there 4 year ago... but.. now where got pple still go sparks?? and it now belong to those young beng and lian.. anyway... we go along wit her lor... but good luck shone wit us... sparks disco did not have even one customer!!! sorry but did i mention tat it was monday??? so it was deem close for the day... wahahaha... so sad manz... well... den jason next suggest MS...

upon reaching there... we was tining which disco to go.. den they all suggest CLUB 3... erm.. well wat to do? majority win... ok lor.. .go lor... i dont dislike techno mah... haiz... inside there... well u see the same old crowd... army boy... 'mature beng and lian'.. : P i tell u all ar.. i love techno manz... inside there... i keep recalling those sweet old day at sparks... : P those old techno classic.. wow!! haha! we stay till it close and hey manz... huijuan was tipsy!!!! so jason flag down a cab for her and instruct the uncle to drive her home... while we go back camp..... haiz.. : (